FALLING APART

The world around me is spinning

In a dizzy haze I watch it pass by

It suddenly comes to a screeching halt

And I’m faced with the harsh reality

I wish I was blissfully oblivious

To everything happening around me

But it would only be wishful thinking

‘Cause I’m painfully aware of it all

Sometimes I don’t feel a thing

Numbness becomes ‘the way’ of life

But forcing myself not to feel

Only makes it come back stronger than ever

Feeling the pain over and over again

Doesn’t make it any less

Only makes me want to

Wrap myself with the blanket of numbness again

Nothing matters no more

And the hurt keeps coming back again

When all seems perfect to the world around

I’m losing myself and falling apart…